ii finished watching the 'new' anime liaos. and the ending made me cry like fuck. probably because there wasnt any happy ending. or probably because the way they part is very sad. ): why didnt the person who created this anime let them be together in the end? we wouldnt be seeing happily-ever-after in real life so shldnt we not be exempted from seeing them in animes, mangas and tv dramas? ):

anyways tmr's going to be 2008 liaos. another year has just ended like that. ii cant really say that 2007 was a bad year entirely because iive made many new friends and iive definitely grown up alot more this year as compared to the previous years. iive also learnt to be more independent on myself because xiao's no longer in the same class as me le. and of course, its hard in the beginning where you suddenly find yourself facing everything alone and not seeing a single face out of the entire crowd before.. to be precise, i hate to be lonely. as in, no friends and having to rely on myself. but as you grow up, you'll learn that you HAVE to rely on yourself no matter whether you like it or not. this isnt really a happening year as compared to the last year but still, it wasnt a peaceful year as compared to 2005 either. some of my new year resolutions :
1. save money to repay my horrible horrible debts.
2. pay attention in class everyday. no more sleeping, daydreaming and ponning!
3. get closer to the ideal life that God has planned for me.

iive a whole lot more resolutions but ii aint gonna blog them down for ii feel that its way too personal already. just fyi, i dont really open my feelings up in this blog because.......... nvrm. stop the craps and lets end this post. im gonna plan for tonight's countdown already. so byebye. (:

♥ 3:32 PM